Hopscotch Have you ever fought so hard Impossible Peace in between Dream me We are safe in here Let’s just wait out the night Red runs Tides are high It’s too

Sun sets on our old house Navigating new precipice Edifying possibilities Just never possible to me The outside perspective Things burn or beam Inside nothing leaves us It’s part of just being Appreciate concern But you know caustic Things must always burn Don’t worry …about us

I am exactly like you But you are nothing like me I spend my time questioning my life I do Until it’s high past noon There’s a brand-new tomb Waiting at the edge of the bed for you I’ve spent my time trying To convince you I’m fine We all going to be just fine

It’s Christmas in St. Louis and I won’t be going back, I’m four decaying bodies in one beautiful stack. I told you that I love you, I won’t be gone for long, That was a lie, this is I’m sorry, written as a song. Your dog’s sent out to pasture and your father’s barely home, I told your brother, “Fuck off”, he wouldn’t leave me alone. St. Louis has too much noise, it’s a screaming, crying mess, I won’t be back here again, that I must confess. There is a distance from where you're born and where one day you’ll die. It says something about who you are and how you lived your life. Now, a few days before I left… I went down to the pharmacy to get my mother’s pills. I was stopped by a stranger, his presence gave me chills. He told me he understood me, he said he knew my mind, He said that after everything I would be just fine. I told him, “What do you mean old man, I’m doing alright.” He said that he knows what keeps me up at night. I knew that he was scamming me, getting inside my head. Right before he walked away this is what he said... There is a distance from where you're born and where one day you’ll die. It says something about who you are and how you lived your life. I never did see that old man again... So this is why I’m leaving you and why you’ll find me gone. Because some random stranger made me feel all wrong. I guess it says something about me, and how I live my life. That some random stranger could make me leave my wife. It’s Christmas in St. Louis and I won’t be going back, I’m four decaying bodies in one beautiful stack. I told you that I love you, I won’t be gone for long, That was a lie, this is I’m sorry, written as a song.

loove this way gunsight targeted we have no one to blame but fear itself this is everywhere i've ever wanted to be you fucking bastard cut this is getting out of hand give me a reason to not blow my fucking brains out and answer the universe expands a cosmos of nothing filled with everything talk to the hand cause the face ain't listenin'

Today I will face the faith Face the fate (the face of faith) I’m better than okay It’s not going to go away Diagonal lines to chase Purple chair in ere Chopped with an ax Thrown in the chipper Just couldn’t relax I’m better than okay I’m better than you I’ve got a better view I’ve got nothing holding me back I want to meet everyone Before they die I want to fall asleep And kiss the sky I want to bury a wire Underneath my eyes So the coroner catches A shocking surprise Today I will face the faith Face the fate (the face of faith) Phantom limbs Are a fucking nightmare Especially when you don’t want to them be there Who wants them to be there?” Who wants to be here? Why would you want to be here? I’m better than okay I’m doing fine I'm feeling just great I have all the time Today I will face the faith Face the fate (the face of faith)

Hello Kokomo The street I grew up on The houses of friends And a greasy chicken sheen Got bumps all over my skin Not far from Jenna’s trampoline I’m not Lord John I may have his sword But I could never afford A free side of refried Later as a mom she O.D. and died To be in your arms

Do you know what I’ve been going through? Ignoring everyone In a cave in my mind Forgetting to come up Drawing invisible lines I don’t blame you at all You mustn’t cry It’s a maple musty mush Not afraid to hide Closing in without Where are you now? Blessings don’t exist Throwing in the towel So afraid of discomfort So scared of change Nothing comes of it Things stay the same But we’re always bound When you hear a voice Not to turn around Is a conscious choice There’s no room left Sleeping to drown I focus on you Sink to the ground Without any worry

i'm a man i'm a woman gold tears defend me from a blaster pistol pew pew god as my witness having everyone at the restaurant looking at me is debilitating, crushing i'm going to walk out of this dive bar find a new home in the waves of chaos greek chaos separation of heaven and earth birth to eros and here we are now searching for a big white whale a sea that has no answers for you she asked me, darling have you read Conrad no but i've seen the movie hopeless and full of energy cosmic energy wild wonder the hippies were not totally wrong total destruction in my hands what a feeling the whole world you find yourself on a different wavelength answering a call on that line ebbing itself out of existence into a dreamlike paradise full of dead daughters he wants you to read